It can all be so odd that you find yourself sitting on the couch and looking at your surroundings and asking yourself, “If I pinch myself, will I wake up?”, because this is all happening so damn fast.

You wonder if it’s all too good to be true. This has to come to an end sooner or later, right? Should I get high hopes about this? Should I just chill and not worry about it. Live for the moment with my dude, who I am so crazy about.

Have you been in a situation like this? Please share your stories and opinions.

We all know that in some way, size always matters. Wether it be a car, a diamond, a house or a penis. The straight men of America all want to be hung like a Stallion. And the women; it can matter to them. Though women only get pleasure out of vaginal intercourse involving a man, for about 3 minutes, they still would like a great 3 minutes. Usually….

But in the gay community, it’s basically crucial. Gay men everywhere love the fact and idea of a big penis. Whether it be them getting topped, or just giving oral sex. Even if they don’t like to bottom, and they are strictly a Top. They still like the fact of grabbing something, or sucking on something, that can fill they’re mouth, and that won’t make their mouths look like that of a Pterodactyl.

And those, of the gays, and even straights, that aren’t exactly “well-endowed” are pretty much insecure, embarrassed, humiliated, and never want to get fully naked, even in the dark. And knowing that your partner does think about your cock size sometimes, and knowing it might bother them, might bother you.

Being in a relationship with another man (and maybe with a woman) can be hard when you’re not exactly gifted in that area. You feel almost held accountable for it. Like you did it to yourself. And when you’re the bottom and you sometimes get that urge to want to top sometimes, you hold back because you’re too embarrassed. “Will they even know I’m there?” Funny question? Or reality?

You think, once you get past that first time sleeping together, it’ll b as if nothing is the least bit wrong. Well, that theory is wrong. It’s something that haunts you and sometimes you can’t even enjoy intercourse due to the thoughts and humiliation running through your head.

So with a simple yes or no, does size really matter to you?

It’s unbelievable how many things can affect the way you judge people. Yes, it can be by looks. And I myself, have been guilty of this before. As have most people.

But, I think it is such a beautiful thing when someone is walking by and they just pass by someone. They glance up out of habit. And then quickly double take that person you pass by. They caught your eye and it’s love at first sight. Wether it be at the market, the mall, a concert… or in a fountain.

That person can make you do things. Stupid or not so stupid. They can not only make you want to do something for them. To make them happy or show your love… but they can also make you do something for yourself. So you can see a future together. So you can wake up and know everything is going to be okay. It’s an amazing thing what you can do for yourself. It’s even more amazing what someone else can make you do for yourself.

Falling in Love is an extreme sport. What does it hold for you in the future? Do it for you and the one you want to grow old with….

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Jeffy

xoxo

Don’t lie to him anymore, because he can feel when you are. And it hurts him more than a bullet tearing out a muscle ever could….

Spare his heart.

I hate when guys can’t count their sex partners. It rubs me the wrong way. And they’ve expierimented with heavy drugs. And you know they still do it a little bit, because they hangout with skeezy little stoners and people who snort and shoot, etc. And the drinking, they don’t know when to quit. Drinking and driving isn’t an issue because they don’t care. As long as they get what they want. Their idiots! And don’t even get me started on cheating. Only slutty skanks cheat. Especially if you’re not telling your partner about it. Do it once and you may have a shot. Do it twice, and give your partner proof…. Bye, bye! Believe me when I tell you they will find out.

Anyways, I’m so glad I decided not to watch The Notebook tonight. Then I would’ve been crying even harder. I already watched Brokeback Mountain tonight. Jeez! Anyways, have a good night!

Don’t you hate it when you call someone and you just know they’re not answering intentionally, for whatever reason? It’ll ring like twice. Just a few seconds to grab hold of their phone and then to see who it is. And then it magically goes to voicemail. Oh, come on!!! Can we say, “That son of a bitch gave me the f.u. button….” And then, if you’re like me and hate being hung up on or someone doesn’t answer your call, you get a really fiery attitude and call back several time within an hours time period. And you finally give up. You wait fifteen minutes before redialing and their phone is on. Hmmm… very interesting. I’ve experienced this on a few occasions. It’s really indecent and annoying.

Anyways, Monday through Friday from 10pm to 12am and then from 1am to 3am, I always try to watch Anderson Cooper 360. It’s like my nightly ritual. It helps me sleep soundly. Kind of like Tetris helps me get sleepy. Some guys are chronic masturbator’s; some watch Anderson Cooper. I can have the best of both worlds .

So, it seems like the wedding this for me isn’t going to happen. At least not any time soon, so I’m okay with doing, like, a committment ceremony thing when I’m ready to tie the knot. I’m prepared to get down on one knee if I have to. It doesn’t bother me. It’s me doing it for my true love. I’d do that any day. But sometimes you get in a relationship where one person is usually more into the whole “forever” thing more than their significant other. And that is fine, that is usually how it is. But what we need to know if it’s going to work or if it’s something they want. Not just doing it to do it. We need to know it’s in their true feelings. Anyways, we’ll know when the time comes what will happen.

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Jeffy

xoxoxo

Who knows what the hell men really want. They get married and act like they really want a family. They act like they care about their partners feelings, and that is why they keep certain things from them. That is such bullshit! If anyone is naive enough to believe that they don’t deserve to be in a relationship. The first time he pulls that shit/line: Baby, I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to hurt or worry you, don’t go off just then. You tell him: I understand, but from now on do not lie to me again, or else we will have some serious problems. Be brutally honest with me.

And then they lie to you some more and you catch them in some more lies. And you think to yourself how much you want to take your foot and detach your shoe in their ass so every time they walk they have a constant reminder of what lying to you could result in. Oh, if only, if only….

It’s interesting what a man lying to you can do to you. Or make run through your mind. Men! Can’t live with ‘em…. Can’t not love them. Don’t we all wish we could control who we fall in love with. Wish we could all have honest background stories. Number of sexual partners, longest relationship, history of lying, cheating and deceit. Just everything!

Taking chances isn’t so bad. You learn a lot. Not exactly everything that you necessarily want to learn…, but it helps in some departments I believe…. Anyway, Happy (early) Thanksgiving!!!

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Jeffy

xoxoxo

For years, gay men have been getting diseases and STD’s from sleeping around, with random and/or strange men. This is not the positive message we’re fighting to send into our fight in politics. We fight for gay marriage, and so many of us want that. And we fight against HIV and AIDS. I wonder how the hell you got it…?

A gay man will always talk of how he wants to find the right one and get married and start a family. But then they want to go and sleep around just because the majority of gay me are good-looking and they must have their eyes glued to their asses or their cocks. It’s sickening to think of how many people I know and I’ve met, who will drive out somewhere just to get some ass. Or who will lie and cheat just to get fucked.

Please, do not get me wrong, I am absolutely proud to be an openly gay young man. But so many other gay men have made me question if I really think I’ll be proud forever. At this rate, I have no idea. You’ll end up sleeping around and catching something. And the mistake of not telling your partner you cheated could lead to you giving them something, which could result in them leaving you because you’ve either: A.) ruined their life or B.) cut it short….

You want to keep it under wraps and say how much you love that person after the deed is done. And you know how hard it is for them to say goodbye because they are madly in love with you, and you think you have them fully wrapped around your finger. Well to any guy out there who cheats and doesn’t tell their partner. Blow me! Except not literally, because you probably have a mouth full of herpes.

Promiscuous gay men is what gives the GLBT community a bad name. That is one major reason why we are so looked down upon. Sure, straight people have one night stands and can be just as slutty. But we’re over here fighting for rights and gay marriage and love and AIDS.

Well, practice what you preach, you fucking goon!

Don’t give us a reason to fight for AIDS. It shouldn’t even be an issue. Quit defending yourself saying you’re faithful, or monogamous, because you’re not! Quit lying to your boyfriend, because his heart can’t take it!

I know that every time I look at my boyfriend, I have a heart attack.

Being faithful and telling the truth is the key to love. And love… true love will set you free.

Don’t be that person to sleep with someone, and then let them wake up and see that you left. Don’t be that person to be with someone, have them completely fall in love with you and then break their hearts by doing something they never could do to you.

Be a man….

prove to the world that relationships among gay men can be possible without sleeping around.

“Some hotter guy with a bigger penis and a better ass could probably love you for one great night in bed. But I’m the one who happily volunteered to love you for the rest of my life.” — Yours Truly

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Jeffy

xoxoxo

So, a lot of people dispute the fact that some women have to use their body and looks to make money. Some think it’s disgusting and trashy and all of these single mom strippers need to be put down like dogs. They think they’re scum.

Well, I must say, I applaud these women for doing what they do.

There are some women who do it for other reasons, or because they’re lazy. Or, yes, even trash bag skank whores. But I believe the majority of strippers are single moms.

And you know what, props to them for getting out there and making money to put food on the table for their kids. They dance, and are probably a majority of the time groped by some nasty ass truckers and old pervs. And, I’m sure there are some handsome guys and celebrities, but that is no excuse!

Anyways, these women get on that stage and do what they have to do to make money. They do what they need to. And only a true mother would put herself in an uncomfortable position for her kids when they had nothing but a prayer to go on. Bravo!

Now, in no means am I going against Miss Tyra Banks and saying that sex for money is okay. And if you keep getting pregnant, you probably are trashy. Get out there, shake your titties, take your clothes off, give out lap dances… whatever! Just don’t be trashy skank ho lot lizards. Can we say, “Welcome to my Idaho trailer park?”

Stripping and exotic dancing are two things that can be used in either a positive or negative way. But you do what you must to survive and to help your kids survive.

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Jeffy

xoxoxo